Just realised I havent posted on here in a while. Happy Birthday to my good friend Bruce back on the 29th, also to another friend who I shall name 'nameste' - she knows what I mean!

How have we all been? I have had ups and downs.
I shall start with the downs and get them over with. I have been to the doctor about the amount of sugar I demolish. It turns out I may have some sort of eating disorder steming back to my childhood. He asked me one question "If there is one thing you could change about your life what would it be?" - my answer was "my family" and then I just burst into tears like a right twit! lol anyway, the doctor seems pretty satisfied that I'm not some manic depressant or living in the past. He said he can see i'm trying to just get on with my life but sometimes your brain can keep re-living everything... Going to give councelling a try but I can just see the whole thing being a huge sob fest haha!

Back to the ups... little madam madam had her first WHOLE day at nursery today and she did very well :D We now have a hand-print painting on the fridge hehe so cute!

Lou is down for the day/night tomorrow :-) wonder how she is getting on at mum and dad's tonight? hahaha