So here I am at home with a box of Roses chocolates (they were on offer, £2 a box!) looking at the s**t tip that is my house... :-( My motivation is wearing thin after finding out my house will be in turmoil for the next week or so as I have the builders in sorting hundreds of different jobs. Even basic things like dusting or sweeping the floor seems like a hardship and just thinking about it exhausts me. Don't be there thinking I have been sitting on my arse all morning because I haven't lol Nope this morning started off with my therapy (to help relieve the anxiety I face everytime I get into a car). My counceller is very nice and needs a medal for bearing with me! Today we started off sat in his car with just the engine running and measured my anxiety over 10 minutes. I wasn't allowed to distract myself dispite the fact there was a massive butterfly on the post in front of me!
It turns out I am still petrified of being in a car whilst the engine is running without a driver in the drivers seat, but that is for another session.
After that I went frogmarching around to a local information centre to try and track down Citizens Advice. They will be in next Thursday so best figure out everything I need to say. I am one of those people who ALWAYS forgets what I want to say unless I write things down.
I have picked up little madam from nursery :-) She is now upstairs watching her Peppa Pig dvd and hopefully feeling sleepy.... we can only hope. We are seeing Bruce later and we are all planning on watching the city lights being switched on :-) We will meet the other half in town.
Tomorrow is another exciting day :-) I am having the girls round for a night in. My poor other half will have to endure the house being full of only females for the night. No big deal i'm sure lol
Ah well, as you can see, life is ticking by...
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