Well that made interesting reading...

Anyway....

The other half and I are on and off still with our 'views'/general life! Basically the good thing now is we are being frank and honest. There is a lot of things for both of us to work on and face up to. I know that now...

We won the court case, it has all been adjourned. Case dismissed.

I now owe a lot of people money. The first people I intend on paying back is the friends/family who lent me money. It's the worst feeling in the world to owe someone you love money. It's a constant guilt trip spending money on 'something nice' when they are probably thinking 'well hang on a minute... you could be paying me back if you can afford to do that!' Yes, will definately be paying them back first. My mind is at breaking point even just thinking about it...

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We have all three girls here now for the summer holidays. Little Madam still has this week in nursery (today and tomorrow morning) and then she will have the next two weeks off to enjoy with her family.