We painted the lounge walls today, they finally look clean! The curtain poles are here ready to go up we just have to pray that they fit...

My last post may seem a little random as I usually do my b*tching in dribs and drabs throughout this entire blog. The truth of it is, the vast majority of each day I brood over things that upset me which is really unhealthy I suppose but it's something I don't seem to be able to stop. Perhaps though you will be pleased to know that I am trying to help myself and hopefully it won't affect me in such a big way in the future as it does now, heres hoping anyway.

The ironic thing is that I hate it when people brood over things they can't change lol I know it's a complete waste of time and energy, you are best of focusing on the good in your life blah blah blah. I know all that and I apologise to the people I have been short with over their individual issues. It's a catch 22.

Onto other news... Little madam is back at nursery after her christmas break. She went back on the 3rd. Bless her she went in with her potty and pants, very grown up! Unfortunately she's never been in pants anywhere other than home before and so had lots of 'accidents' leaving me with a carrier bag full of clothing stinking of wee at the end of the first day! niiiiiiice.
She made me laugh this morning when I went to take her downstairs after she woke up, she looked at me and said 'Morning!!' haha I used to work in a nursery and so I thought I had in mind each development for the different age ranges but never did I realise how intelligent two year olds really are. Little madam amazes me with everything she knows and understands. She even knows how to wipe her own hands and face clean and then put the wipe in the bin! She won't be three until November so I'm intrigued to see how much she progresses at this current age.

The other half has been busy with work lately, he seems to do nothing else! However I made it my mission to make sure we watched a movie every single night last week so we spent some time together. I think we missed one night as we were so shattered after having a row until 5am the night before. Luckily it seems to have all blown over but the I still find it all so ridiculous.

Anyway, Little madam is stirring after her afternoon nap so I better go and get her although I don't know exactly what I intend to do with her seeing as we don't have a lounge at the moment lol Play time in her room I think!